The Royal Shields [DMT]

Substance: DMT Dosage: Unknown. Multiple failed attempts made measuring impossible. RoA: Smoked Duration: 17 minutes Date: The spring of 2012 Environment: Laying in my bed. My wife is monitoring my condition. To Do: Convert from outline to prose form. Notes: This is...

The Night I Died [Ketamine]

Drug: Ketamine (s-isomer) Dosage: 100mg RoA: Insufflation Duration: 20 minutes Date: Spring 2013 Environment: Laying in bed, alone. It took less than 5 minutes for the K-hole paralysis to set in… I experienced what I fully believed was my death and crossed over to the...

The Life of Severin Aequus

[End of events: 2003; Last Full Revision: 2020] Before diving into the details of my life, I would like to take a moment to put a framework on the composition at hand. The purpose of this essay is not only to lend credibility to my later proposals, but also to expose...

Magical Experimentation

When I was first becoming interested in the occult and studying practical magick, one of the biggest questions I had was “What is possible?” It became one of the driving forces of my early work to determine what things could be done and what...

Solve et Coagula [LSD + Ketamine]

Drug: LSD (liquid) + Ketamine Dosage: 5x hits LSD + 100mg Ketamine Procedure: Ketamine ingested immediately after I began peaking on LSD Duration: 8 hours of LSD, 1 hour of LSD+K My mind wandered to the place it usually does: pondering the nature of existence. I...