by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Philosophy
In this post-industrial information society we are ingrained from a young age to value metrics. Such metrics may reflect how punctual you are or how quickly you can pluck the feathers from a chicken. But the most important metric reflects how well you are tracking...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Experiences, Instruction, News
This essay is rather long because there is a need for it to be exhaustive and thorough with regard to the conditions and interpretation of the message. But in order to appease those of you without a lot of time to devote to this, I have italicized any paragraph which...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Biographical, Experiences
Drug: LSD (liquid) + Ketamine Dosage: 5x hits LSD + 100mg Ketamine Procedure: Ketamine ingested immediately after I began peaking on LSD Duration: 8 hours of LSD, 1 hour of LSD+K My mind wandered to the place it usually does: pondering the nature of existence. I...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Biographical, Experiences
Substance: DMT Dosage: Unknown. Multiple failed attempts made measuring impossible. RoA: Smoked Duration: 17 minutes Date: The spring of 2012 Environment: Laying in my bed. My wife is monitoring my condition. To Do: Convert from outline to prose form. Notes: This is...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Biographical, Experiences
Drug: Ketamine (s-isomer) Dosage: 100mg RoA: Insufflation Duration: 20 minutes Date: Spring 2013 Environment: Laying in bed, alone. It took less than 5 minutes for the K-hole paralysis to set in… I experienced what I fully believed was my death and crossed over to the...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Initiation, Philosophy
Commentary: Achieving K&C is the only appropriate Will to have until that operation is complete. All else is prerequisite work toward that single-minded goal. “What my ego wants to achieve” should probably read “what my ego + HGA agree to...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Philosophy
[Note: The following are my notes from a work-in-progress research into the model of astral worlds employed by certain members of the Theosophical Society. In my research, these magicians – Charles Leadbeater, William Walker Atkinson, Annie Besant, Alice Bailey,...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Biographical
[End of events: 2003; Last Full Revision: 2020] Before diving into the details of my life, I would like to take a moment to put a framework on the composition at hand. The purpose of this essay is not only to lend credibility to my later proposals, but also to expose...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Experiences
This experience occurred after I had moved to Dallas at the age of twenty-two. My personal development had advanced greatly and I decided to practice astral projection using the techniques described by Denning and Phillips. I had been practicing daily for about two...
by Severin Aequus | Nov 1, 2020 | Experiences
I was about 15 years old when this occurred. I had very little idea what had really happened and how significant it was until much later. I ‘awoke’ from a dream to find myself standing in the hallway of the two-bedroom apartment that I lived in with my...
